Destiny..

The weather does not help ease my anxiety as I'm reminded that there is 1 more week before these assignments are due !
As I gathered words into sentences that eventually led to paragraphs (duhh!), I scribbled the below:


I am only one
But still I am one
I cannot do everything
But still I can do something
And because I cannot do everything, I will not refuse to do the something that I can do


Nobody gives you better advise than yourself !
Listen to that voice within you when it speaks..

Belief in who you are.
Take pride of what you are.
Craft your destiny by being the sole navigator in the virtues you wish to acheive.

There is no better time to do this, then NOW !

The Idiot Who Started The Financial Crisis Should Be Shot Dead--> Between The Eyes

I don't know about you, but I'm getting a little fed up and freaking angry of hearing,reading and witnessing people losing their jobs or being manipulated in one way or another.

Close to 40% pay slash in Ireland? What the hell??

We are paying the bad fortune of those others who made the mistakes.

More and MORE people are victimized from the daily mis-management that over and over again keep falling into wrong hands.When can normality be restored again? When can we have that little peace of mind and assurance that we are okay?

History has a tendency of repeating itself.Does it cause too much for "them" to sit down and see how we overcame this before - rather than lash , bicker and exert unnecessary power at the expense of others?


I wish this was all just a bad dream...

14 Days In Perspective..

I had 2 very tough weeks thus far..
Worked for more than 10 hours each day,and it was plain crazy!
I became the demanding Angie most people never knew..I couldn't be the nice person anymore, as it was getting me nowhere..

So,as I accelerated one notch up,I annoyed too many people..

Hey, but results were delivered ! So I did benefit from all of these..

In the long run, I need to toughen up further ..But immediately, the best thing to do is to switch off the lights and head to bed!

Good night sweetheart!

2008 Summarized Short & Sweet

This will forever be my shortest post ; it is self-explanatory babeh !

Customary before the new year dawned, I reflected on the events of the year.
It flashed before me in quick movie strips..

I am convinced and firmly believe that my breakup with Chris was the best thing that happened to me in 2008 !

The present and future is mine to savour !

Marriage - Is It The Begining,Or The End ?

This is an overdue post.It got me thinking for longer than a while !

I came across this, which could be a statement for some, and something the rest of us dread - "I danced with 2 people on my wedding day - the one I married, and the one I wish I had married"

Oh no !!!

When my day arrives,I sure hope I add on to the logistics of the 1st category and truly be contented with it !

So will you ever know till it's too late? Or ,would you be optimistic and shut one eye, and deafen a ear if you find out something you wish did not exist?

Are commitment,love,trust and ya da ya ya da, enough to keep the flame alive and sufficient to live up to the sacred matrimonial unity that binds a man and woman for better or worse ?

I am not in a position to answer any of these questions, neither am I too sure if I would ever be able to.

Lord, have mercy !

Global Economic Recession Of 2008

Yes, it's been awhile since I last blogged. Had been caught up with work,assignments and several other tasks that has been keeping me on my toes.

It's a Friday afternoon, in hot sunny Malaysia.The date is 7/11 and it's 3.11 in the afternoon.

My thoughts over this past week has been on President-Elect, Barrack Obama's jubilant victory overthrowing the under-impressive Bush administration; on how this ordinary human being held on to his dreams of being president albeit the fact that he is off African-American descent, not purely,but partially.

I am excited to see how the super-power America will regain its respect as a global epitome-one of stature and dignity.It's going to be a long road for Obama.My deepest respect and support goes out for you Mr.President !

I truly believe that Obama's administration would bring renewed hope to people around the world who are supressed in one form or another- let it be slavery,discrimination,injustice or even things that we mortals selfishly subject ourselves to.

Sometimes things are not as bad as it really is.It's just that in our pursuit to be better and improve ourselves in the area that we choose to, we subject ourselves to unrealistic targets,unnecessary punishments only to be drained of our mental and physical strength.Agree?

Obama takes office at a challenging time at this 21st century.A time where America had recorded a decline in consumption which has led to the global economic cringe.

I believe that America and China has a big role to play in the recent economic downturn.

The United States consumes 25% of the world's oil and gas production.So when they shut down plants and factories, naturally alot of folks had their jobs slashed, resulting in them having to stretch their dollar and be very watchful of their spendings.

I read somewhere that in lieu of Beijing 2008, factories and roads had to be closed temporarily,in an attempt for China to control air pollution.

So when parts of an over-populated China went "dormant" for a period of time, there was no need for citizens to go out and do the regular things - such as fuelling up,eating out,hanging out.

I strongly believe that we do not face the consequences of our actions immediately.

I read that an average human being on a regular income pattern would get out of their financial debts in 2 years if they dispaly high discipline during that period of time.

Somethings got to go.If we resort to something extra,we need to give up something that we already have.

I know there is more to the pinch and anxiety that had left you and me wondering - what's next?

I know that things will get better.This just happens to be a time where we analyze ourselves, be aware of our dependencies, and not give up.

Sigh..

Have you ever questioned things that happen around you, and go like ,"..oh why now?? Can't fate choose a better time?.."

Life is depicted in a sinusoidal wave..There are peaks, and valleys..uphills and downhills...whatever you may call it...The lessons are learnt along the way, let it be in the uphill climb or the downhill fall..

So I've just come out of a break up, am moving on really fine actually..Things are picking up at work..School keeps me busy, and my friends bring alot of cheer..However,I'm feeling this way because I didn't have the seafood dinner Mr.N promised to take me too..Urrggghh, it's always the men that throw women off course !

So being in a disappointed frame of mind,my thoughts have been wandering..And shit,I have slightly more than 2 weeks to write a 10000 word assignment..So here goes, all in a nutshell..

Since my breakup with the dimwit,my parents have been very protective over me..Questioning my whereabouts and the company that I'm in..It's becoming a teeny bit unpleasant at my end, as I feel like I'm in some sort of quantum leap, in the frame of that rebelious teenage kid they once had..But the difference, is,at present, I'm almost 27, working really hard on that job that provides for me sufficiently, the same job that takes me places, and pays for my MBA..What more can a parent want, when their child is doing fairly well? Reminds me of human nature in general..We're never entirely satisfied with what we have, always looking out for more or improved versions..

I guess there are other people out there who are going thru the same things I'm encountering..

For the next 2 weeks,I'm gonna shun myself away till I'm done with the 10000 word count..A journey of a thousand miles begins with one step.

For me, it begins as soon as I get my ass of this chair and have a shower !